hermmms* i wonder... does arranged marriage still exist in this new era? hmm
it feels wierd to still be a part of it..no a real one...just a part of the plan..
goshh haha it seems a bit farnie..
will it happen like in those drama serials where the guy WONT even agree to it...and the girl ends up heartbroken? or married and there's no love in it? ahahs...well..these are just stupid shows...dont think too much...
aniwaes... we are all still young for gudness sake...let your dreams take place a lil bit later in time...
hahas
mak n cik Shila...
so the semangat..
herms...she even showed me his pic...which was a pic where he was lyin on a hospital bed recovering frm a motorcyle accident...goshh wad a pic to see...
well...i dont even noe his name lar..his family so the complicated one..but i noe they are heppi larr..hahas
but too bad...todae is the last day cik shila's working...
nt gonna be able to see her animore unless she plants to carry out her plan which is to
contact mum in case she wants to have a picnic with her "childrens'' which includes me n sis..omg...hahas dese is crazyness...a v. big family indeed..haha
gud luck cik shila in ur future endeavours...hope to see ya in the future to come..
aniwaes she keeps askin me to tutor her son too...i dun tink i can..hees
so much responsibilities now...teach maths summore?den im dead...malay can la..haha! bt pri is not bad larrs..
she also asked me how old i am...so i said im 17..
and she replied...hmm my son is 20...ahaaa can2!not a big gap...hahas..omg laa..im onli 17 now...
herms....
hermsss
hermsssss
dese few days...i've stupidly hurt MYSELF time n again...
firstly...while i was grabbing a fork...my wrist slide over the chopper...ccool...
nice feeling...just a few inch!before the chopper actually slit my blood veins...
ermm NOT haha i didnt purposely n stupidly do dat...hees..im heppi wif life lar seyy
hahas
next is..while rushing...i ran past the wooden bench in my hse which has a sharp edge...it scratched my leg! sheeshh!! damn painful...i was like lying on the floor pressing with pressure on the injured area while i tried not to shout in pain...omgoshhh such agony...damn painful...
when i finally let go...there was a pretty long scratch...i think arnd 5 cm...luckily onli the ferst few cm was deep....if not...if must stitch...DIE...
tsk3...
yest i TRIED HARD to sleep cos adek was damn irritating...i actually thought she was posessed or smth..cos usually im the one who doesnt sleep and talk non stop preventing her frm sleepin...
but she purposely did dat to me yest sheeshh!!
nemind...i had a better time Listening to my ipod rather than listenin to her..hee!bad bad..
erms...went to escape theme park wif fida n adek n my aunt's fren...shira's cute!
aunt azizah's son is soo quiet but he's actully farni lar...mayb he see too many girls among him..
hahas
pape laar ehh...
aniwae..had fun la todae...tmr...gonna clear up my old books...throw or donate..
herms
k la...its morning already i wanna watch dese malay movie i guess...
'i can smell wad manaf is cooking..' hahahs! Nite!
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