erms...to rul...soo sooo sowie i made u worried yest....kan fai dah blg...fai penat sehh...rul lagi suro pikirr kan...org dah tertidoo
letih...i didnt even hear u nudge or even the msges n ur missed calls..
fai terbgn dah kul 5.30 and i feel sick!was sweatin n i fl like vommiting...
n...cleverly..the lap top was still on...swayed here n there n switched off everythin...lucky mum didnt noe...if not...dead!
i woke up pretty late...but i felt much2 better...
herms...k k...i pormise i will go IF it gets werser..
herms herms
just bought lots of things... tmr sch..
yay?
hmmm
like i dun hav feelings like dat...haishh
dese song is fer my friend hu has left me...but he's not dead yet la...i dunno yy he wants to leave me...great rite? thanx to you f....!wads wrong wif u man!
you noe y i never contact u since u had ur o levels...cos i noe ure busy studyin i dun wanna disturb u..yet you were also the one who treated me differently...its a both side in the wrong not me alone...
i missed all of my old u...the one hu cares bout me hu talks sweetly..the one hu entertains me...taught me...guided me....haish...but u totally changed....
and when I,ME,SAYE,AKU ni yg finally make a move to tegur...den u finally talked...y must it be always me to do it..?
so when everything was beck to normal(actually NOT)...i saw a diff side of you...yes..you...
wads wrong wif u
issit me??
i told u every single thing that happened...u never cared....
sumhow u still blamed me..when i asked...u said...
tanyer ah diri kau sndri...lame2 kau akan tau...well i still dont k
ure always like dat....simpan sumenyer harap aku teke...i dun hav the power k...
u didnt even gave me a chance to do dat...n YOU chose to leave me...
hu's to be blamed now?
i tried k...i tried HARD...haish
y must everything always end like thiss when we culd hav been like last time...haishh
hope uu will realise how much u meant to me...i guess u dont....
neberminnnd...
its just fate.
